Although I had a great vacation - it seemed like my "internal chatter" was greater and got fairly negative by the end of my break. I'm thinking that is because I had no outlet for my thoughts since I can't call or email T. Well I could call if there was something big, but this was the "usual chatter".
That led me to think about friends who I might tell so that I might be able to unload when needed. I see a few issues with this -
1) you never know how it will be perceived
2) is it selfish to tell someone so that I can talk to them when necessary? Would I be attempting to use a friend as a therapist?
Any thoughts on this?